In my melon.
My “I” connects my mechanism to Universal Mind.
So my mechanism better be up to par!
I am just so excited about this “alchemy” changing “base mental” into gold! What a comfort to know all I experience is the result of my thoughts and beliefs. I am the center of my own circumstances and as I change so must my outer world!
Up until this past week my struggles were internal. But there were so many rewards. Giving and gratefully receiving has immediate rewards. Others are so happy to respond!
Then the past few days the struggles began to come from my outer world..I was asked to perform and pricked to respond in a way my old “blueprint” would have been fine with. At the same time, about different things, by different people. The real test.
So I would greet each day with love in my heart and find time to read that scroll over and over and over and even stole 5 minutes here and there to seek the silence. The force of “authority” of my “will to be”.
My melon began to feel a dull ache and my shoulders and neck did too. Changing that neuronet isn’t always easy…this must be the growth that comes by shocks that Emerson speaks of…
Because I am experiencing an enlargement, the woman of today scarcely recognizes the woman of yesterday. And tomorrow will be the same and so will the next, as I renew my raiment day by day.
I know this week has marked an epoch. I will never be the same.